Hope....

i hope i can get a good result....
i hope i will get everything i wan....
i hope i will get to fullfill my promise....
i hope i can get to do wad i wan to do.....
but.....
can i.....
hope.....
i cant even hope for anything.....
i cant even hope for wad i wan.....
i dun dare to think about it.....
my life....
now.....
is without any colour.....
no 1 will accompany me ......
i make mistakes.....
no 1 will forgive me.....
friends.....
leaving me alone at the roadside.....
not tht they dun wan to help me.....
is i dun wan them to help....
not mean tht i hve no friends.....
but they hve a bad friend like me.....
it will never come to an end.....
my life.....
we wish....
we pray.....
we hope....
but....
anything happen?
success in life....
seeing ppl success....
we hope we can....
we pray....wish....
but....?
can we?