I Fail......

I fail to do so.....
i know wad have i make mistake....
i really dun know wad i should do now....
i have to make a choice between two of them....
y....
y make me choose....
i hate this type of feeling....
1 is start from form 5.....
another 1 start from upper 6
which 1 should i choose...
the 1st 1 as i know from others....
she already know everything....
i really dun know what she think....
the second 1....
have some feeling since 2010....
but because of the first 1....
i still dun able to let go....
what should i do.....
should i let go the first 1?
or should i continue....
should i try?
or should i just keep quite?
or should i............?
any1
pls.....
teach me how to do.....
teach me.....pls.....