为爱牺牲，为爱而伤

new blog opened

2010-08-15T01:05:00.001+08:00

haha....
my new blog hve been open....
but the way...
all the post will hve password....
so...
if u wish to see the post....
just ask it from me....
but i wont give every 1.

http://jasonchoo.pixnet.net/blog

AFTER A LONG TIME

2010-08-09T17:47:00.002+08:00

have been 2 month didnt come and post anything here.....
this few weeks, after busying for this few week...
finally i am free....
all the cocuriculum and class trip also settle....
FINALLY!!!!!
trial coming....
must study hard liao....

离开你的爱 by 郭静

2010-05-27T21:06:00.002+08:00

失眠在静默的夜晚
我一个人好孤单
孤单在冰冷的被单
OH你的爱不回来
世界在旋转转不过命盘
怎么算都没算到
你会走散
熟悉的习惯你冷漠的抽换
谁来拯救不安
I’m Gonna Leave You Alone
谁叫我爱你谁叫你的爱那么坏
Dear, Can You Just Let Me Cry
挥霍完的爱我自己会捡起来
(I SAY) 爱不再回来
(I SAY) 痛不再难挨~
(I SAY) 你的高姿态
(I SAY) 你真的没什么了不起
失眠在静默的夜晚
我一个人好孤单
孤单在冰冷的被单
OH你的爱不回来
世界在旋转转不过命盘
怎么算都没算到
你会走散
熟悉的习惯你冷漠的抽换
谁来拯救不安
谁叫我爱你谁叫你的爱那么坏
Dear, Can You Just Let Me Cry
挥霍完的爱我自己会捡起来
(I SAY) 爱不再回来
(I SAY) 痛不再难挨~
(I SAY) 你的高姿态
(I SAY) 你真的没什么了不起
I’m Gonna Leave You Alone
谁叫我爱你谁叫你的爱那么坏
Dear, Can You Just Let Me Cry
挥霍完的爱我自己会捡起来
(I SAY) 爱不再回来
(I SAY) 痛不再难挨~
(I SAY) 你的高姿态
(I SAY) 你真的没什么了不起
我的世界爱还存在
换我把你关起来
谢谢你教我的勇敢
Oh! You & I Say Goodbye
Say GoodBye

为爱牺牲，为爱而伤

2010-04-21T23:53:00.002+08:00

那一天，有人问我，
“为爱牺牲，为爱而伤”
对我来说，会不会开始过时了，
我以为是，
但，
现在，
我不会那么快换了，
爱情，
对我来说，
已经是两个月前的事了，
现在的我，
看见其他的情侣，
想起了自己，
四年前的我，不也是这样吗？
我怀疑我已经时光倒流，
我怀疑我听错了，
爱情，不应该那么的痛苦，
为了爱情而牺牲，但要去享受这一种牺牲。
为了爱情而伤，但要懂得处理和承受这一种伤。
爱情，开始了，
就要懂得体会，体谅
而不是去责怪，或自责。
但爱情要结束时，
应该是完美，甜蜜，
而不是伤害，受伤。
当爱情不再是爱情时，
爱情自然会变成憎恨。
爱情的力量很大，
友情虽然能和它抗衡，
但一切一切，
都要靠自己的编排，和打造。

我真的不明白！！！

2010-03-18T00:05:00.002+08:00

可能我不了解你，
可能你和我过着不一样的家庭背景，
可能我不明白你的苦衷，
也可能我太天真了。
这几天，
我可以说打听了你的事情，
虽然不知道你所做的决定是否对或错，
但，
以我所知，
你的想法对我来说是幼稚，愚蠢。
当我知道你的决定后，
我的反应是很想骂醒你。
身为一个朋友，
我无法忍受你所做的决定，
或许你会说我多管闲事，八卦，无聊，
但，
我可以告诉你，
身为朋友，
我有权利去劝你，去关心你，
你说你为了学业，
放弃和班上玩乐的时间，
我不反对说你应以学业为重，
但，
你要明白，
学业不代表你的未来，
以后你的工作，
你所要面对的人际关系，
远远比现在还复杂，
我想你也应该明白这道理，
最后痛苦的是你自己，
你自己知道我在讲着谁，
你也明白你自己发生什么事，
我担心的是你会自闭，忧郁，
看开点，可能我，对你来说，很天真，
但，我可以跟你说，
我的想法的却是很天真，
我在这里，身为朋友，
衷心的劝你。

选择了放弃，也选择了自我

2010-03-13T11:39:00.002+08:00

现在的我，
为了爱，
为了爱情，
我，
选择了放弃，
可能我不够坚持，
可能我不够专一，
也可能我太过胆小，
为了爱情，
我真的很累了，
这一次，
我学到了很多，
我选择了放手，
我放下了已久的包袱，
看着别的情侣的甜蜜，
看着他人的恩爱，
虽然，
我羡慕，我渴望，
但，
我已不想拥有他，
因为，
我已知道，
我不配，
我没有资格，
没资格得到它。
我还是做回我自己，
至少我自己不会太辛苦，
爱一个人，
可能我做不到，
但，
身为好友，
我可以发挥自我，
或许我还有很多的缺点，
或许我的条件不够好。
现在的她，
带我经过了人生的一段路，
但，
或许，
这不是我要的一段路，
我选择了回头，
选择放弃，
选择了等待，
选择了自我。

Happy Birthday ....Keh Hau a.k.a.gong gong

2010-03-03T22:06:00.003+08:00

Keh Hau aka my gong gong...
happy 19 birthday....
wish u happy and smile always....
the most important is....
减肥成功。。。
haha

喜欢一个人的心情

2010-02-28T22:47:00.002+08:00

有人说聪明女孩别陷入恋爱里
会变多疑会常生气变得失去自己
有人说过爱情不如想象那样甜蜜
我却无法戒掉爱情整个世界都是你

遇见你天空更亮丽喜欢的我不想逃避
希望和你一起分享分分秒秒的两颗真心
即使感情结成了冰回首时有你的足迹
就会开心温暖我飞翔的旅途中曾有你

路上每辆蓝色的车都以为是你
像是蓝天随时放晴现在就想见到你
但是我不想为爱情看不见自己
给两人都留些空间期待下一次相见

遇见你天空更亮丽喜欢的我不想逃避
希望和你一起分享分分秒秒的两颗真心
即使感情结成了冰回首时有你的足迹
就会开心温暖我飞翔的旅途中曾有你

漫步在茫茫人海思念你的背影
我提醒自己别为浪漫上了瘾
彩色爱情诱惑不停地考验我们
还是喜欢你说我傻也没关系

遇见你天空更亮丽喜欢的我不想逃避
希望和你一起分享分分秒秒的两颗真心
即使感情结成了冰回首时有你的足迹
就会开心温暖我飞翔的旅途中曾有你

*这首歌，代表了我这段日子的心情
我开始迷上了这首歌。

我终于得到我要的答案了！！！

2010-02-24T23:30:00.002+08:00

有人要我放弃她，
也有人给了许多的意见，
我感谢所有支持我，鼓励我的朋友，
但，
我知道，
只要我还没得到答案，
我不会死心。
然而，
我得到我要的答案了。
虽然，
我所得到的答案并不美好，
虽然，
我还是会感到伤痛，
但，
这比我不知道答案来的更好。
一个不，
可以说是解了我几天来的心结。
我从毫无目标，
直到现在看到了希望。
感谢所有朋友给的安慰和鼓励，
这是我所欠你们的。
欢乐度过每一天，
不好吗？
为何要天天哀伤过日子？
我看通了，
我终于了解了，
我不应再沉沦下去，
我要找回我失去已久的我自己，
找回属于我自己的快乐，
找回属于自己的目标，
我也明白了，
爱一个人，
并不一定要拥有她，
只要她快乐，
身为她的其中一个好友或知己，
或许会更好。
我终于得到我要的答案了！

我还是我吗？

2010-02-22T22:14:00.004+08:00

2010，
对我来说，
可以算是一个新的开始，
但，
这并不代表我一切顺利。
2010，
我发觉我不再是以前的那个我了，
以前的我，
会往好的结局去想，
现在，
并不能了，
我不是在想坏的结局，
而是不知如何去想它的结局。
以前的我，
会把一切我可以完成的事做好，
但
现在，
我已不会开始做一样我原本会做的事情。
我开始不认得我自己，
每晚，
我已不能像以前那样马上就能入眠，
我开始会胡思乱想，
甚至失眠。
2010，
我放弃了以前的那个她，
我选择了现在的她，
以前的那个执著去了哪里？
以前的那些承诺呢?
2010,
我失去了很多,
但也学会了很多,
我学会了去妒嫉一个人,
我会妒嫉每个对她好的人.
2010,
我,
看回以前的我,
发觉我不能回头了,
我,
已经走火入魔了,
但,
我也没有胆量去面对.
2010,
有一点,
我很肯定,
我唯一没变的,
是我对朋友的友情.
2010的今天,
短短的两个月,
友情给我的关心,
远远凌驾于爱情,
由其这近一个月,
他们所给我的鼓励,关怀,
我永远感激.
2010,
无论我是否成功,
我都会坚持,
我会撑下去的.
2010,
感谢承宗,雪梨,慧仪,家豪,vi yuen,timothy,jojo所给的鼓励和安慰,
是时候我开始振作了,
开始面对接下去的2010.

I REALLY FAIL

2010-02-20T23:41:00.002+08:00

I REALLY DUN KNOW WAD IS ON MY MIND NOW....

i really wan to cry as loud as i can.....

but.....

i cant.....

i wan to know who i am now.....

i really cant understand myself......

i wan to know wad is happen to me....

can any1 tell me.....

thx to any1 who 安慰 me today.....

sorry to being too emo.....

i really wan to cry it out.....

but i know tht i must be strong.....

i cant cry in front of u all.....

in my car when i drive back.....

still thinking about her.....

i really being stun until forget the red light turn green.....

reach home.....

sitting on the bed....

i didnt even know wad should i do.....

on msn....

i dun even dare to talk to any1.....

on facebook.....

nothing tht i interested.....

looking at my new phone which my mom bought for me.....

i hve not even a happy feeling.....

WHY

am losing my everything?

maybe i will losing a friendship.....

i lost my aim of life.....

but i know.....

i must search it back.....

i must continue my journey.....

i must continue to fullfill my final dream.......

i swear to myself.....

i will not even drop a tear.....

NOT AT ALL AFTER TODAY......

i will be strong.....

to face everything.....

including her....

I MADE IT....BUT I FAIL....

2010-02-13T01:06:00.004+08:00

TODAY......
i just have move my first step.....
to just give her the valentine presents.....
it had been plan since quite a long time ago.....
folding stars......
finding a star bottle....
thinking of wad to say.....
TODAY.....
seeing others pairs......
some had successfully to just start a relationship.....
some is just already in relationship.....
but me.....
just wan to to let her know that i like her.....
i dun mean to confess by today.....
this will make her more shocked and scared....
but the problem come...
i dun understand her much....
i dun understand wad she think of me.....
i dun understand will she really accept me.....
maybe i will just go step by step....
i should plan for my second steps....
i should confess to her not just a longer time....
I HOPE THT U WILL JUST GIVE ME A ANSWER....
even a yes or no......
will make me relieve....
at least let me know wad u think.....
let me understand u.....
but....
I FINALLY HOPE THT U WILL ACCEPT ME.......
HOPE THT U WILL BE MY GIRLFRIEND IN JUST A SHORTTIME......

过去，现在，未来...

2010-02-04T23:21:00.002+08:00

回首过去，
蔚蓝的天空，
是我精神的支柱。
它，
陪伴我度过难关，
也是它，
让我明白其中的意义。

再看现在，
寂静的夜晚，
路上的车渐渐少了，
我的心情也渐渐底落。
它，
让我更加学会了寂寞，
也是它，
让我学懂了思念。

望见未来，
天空不再蔚蓝，
夜晚不再寂静，
而我，
还站在原处，
还是它，
让我了解到了痛苦的滋味，
也是它，
让我明白到什么是快活。

是它，
改变了我，
从过去，到现在，甚至未来，
我一至渴望得到它，
但，
我的路，
似乎还很遥远，
它，
是？？？？

人，原来是那么的脆弱

2010-01-19T22:11:00.005+08:00

人类，
在面对困难时，常以为自己是最强的。
但，
在发生事情时，才知道自己是那么的懦弱和无用。
看了海地大地震和槟州龙舟翻船事件，
我，
突然觉得自己变得很脆弱。
人生变化无常，
前一秒还谈笑风生，
下一秒却噩耗惊传。
人类，
面对生命，
可以很坚强，
但，
在另外一面，
也可以很疲弱。
生命，
应当可以活的很精彩，
应当去享受一切。
不要让生命留下丝毫遗憾，
不要让生命去承受一切的不快乐。
活在当下，
享受现在，
珍惜生命，
热爱自己，
忘记过去，
期望未来，
爱多一点，
放下仇恨，
人生无常，
愿，
所有人都能活的快快乐乐，
珍惜自己身边的一切，
包括自己和身边的所有人。

Hope....

2010-01-17T23:05:00.002+08:00

i hope i can get a good result....
i hope i will get everything i wan....
i hope i will get to fullfill my promise....
i hope i can get to do wad i wan to do.....
but.....
can i.....
hope.....
i cant even hope for anything.....
i cant even hope for wad i wan.....
i dun dare to think about it.....
my life....
now.....
is without any colour.....
no 1 will accompany me ......
i make mistakes.....
no 1 will forgive me.....
friends.....
leaving me alone at the roadside.....
not tht they dun wan to help me.....
is i dun wan them to help....
not mean tht i hve no friends.....
but they hve a bad friend like me.....
it will never come to an end.....
my life.....
we wish....
we pray.....
we hope....
but....
anything happen?
success in life....
seeing ppl success....
we hope we can....
we pray....wish....
but....?
can we?

Finally FREE

2010-01-16T22:51:00.002+08:00

finally.....
after the half month of Upper 6 life....
finally have some free air to breath....
finally finish my chem folio, my english essay and all the gerko staff.....
having sick after hari gerko.....
cant even have a voice coming out.....
go see doctor....
he band me from talking for 2 days.....
if not......
will lost lagi teruk.....
haha.....
but oh....
i still calling ppl to chat lah.....
drinking honey lemon to try to help....hope will recover when coming monday lah.....
start from next week....
will need to stay at school until 4 everyday.....
see how much i can tahan lah.....

I Fail......

2010-01-14T22:37:00.002+08:00

I fail to do so.....
i know wad have i make mistake....
i really dun know wad i should do now....
i have to make a choice between two of them....
y....
y make me choose....
i hate this type of feeling....
1 is start from form 5.....
another 1 start from upper 6
which 1 should i choose...
the 1st 1 as i know from others....
she already know everything....
i really dun know what she think....
the second 1....
have some feeling since 2010....
but because of the first 1....
i still dun able to let go....
what should i do.....
should i let go the first 1?
or should i continue....
should i try?
or should i just keep quite?
or should i............?
any1
pls.....
teach me how to do.....
teach me.....pls.....

NEW DAY....NEW YEAR.....WELCOME 2010

2010-01-01T00:06:00.002+08:00

2009....
a long year.....
many things just happen in 366 days
becoming a teacher,
taking spm result,
deciding wad to study,
study form 6,
joining L6B,
outing with L6B,
trips,
and others.....
make new friends,
2009,
not consider a good year,
but a nice year.

NOW,
come to 2010,
new day,
new year,
new wishes,
I) get straight A's in STPM
II)slim down
III) grow taller( a bit impossible lah)
IV)get a new car(mitsubishi lancer)
V)having fun in U6B
All my wishes....
hope tht will come true in 2010
2010.....
more challenge.....
more fun......
more to go.....
and more to enjoy....!!!!
WELCOME 2010...!!!

I'M BACK....

2009-12-11T22:36:00.003+08:00

finally three day of long await fraser hill trip.....
on tuesday....
gather at school at about 7
van go at 7.45
as in plan....
we r suppose to stop at KKB to have our so call lunch.....
but just tht the van driver dont wan to stop and we just straight forward going uphill,.....
vivian father car just stop at KKB for lunch.....
reach the uphill at 1pm
wait for vivan father car tht reach about 2pm
heading to the cottage after tht....
(fortunately the driver didnt let us makan at KKB, if not we all will be muntah like hell when going uphill)
after tht rest at the cottage for a while,
go out for lunch with chun hui group and chern jung group
then just heading to the horse riding and archery
i was the first time playing archery
its fun....
go back to cottage at 5pm....
having our steamboat dinner at 7pm...
after all....
mahjong and poker time....
since tht not much of us know mahjong....
me, keh hau, yoke mun,vi yuen,and chern jung was just playing with it....
after tht many of them was just feel like wan to play too.....
then we just started to teach them how to play....
end up....
hui yee, patrick,shi ning, sue long, and even kheng aik.....
know how to play mahjong.....
we play untill 2am the next day and so sorry to make so much noise to those who wan to sleep.....
i just cant reallyt sleep at the first night as my asma start attacking me at tht night.....
the weather is so cool.....
i really cant really breath any air into my lung.....
but it just a 10 min staff and make me cant sleep for the whole night.....
just take a small nap untill 4 am....
since tht most of us woke....
we just chit chat and start to plan where to go on tht day...
we r planning to go to see the sunrise....
but due to the rain of the two nights......
it was my biggest regret in fraser hill....
but nvm lah....
most of them wake up at 9am....
hve their breakast....
we heading to the thrall and chun hui group heading to collect plant....
at the heammet thrall its was just normal and easy....
but come to the bishop thrall....
leeches and the narrow road just suffering us especially jowynia....
and thx to vi yuen who bring some salt to the fraser hill....
just walk at the thrall for 500m and we just walk back....
after the thrall....
i split with them and hve my lunch at mamak with keh hau, pui yee and jowynia....
while chern jung and shirley they all heading to cottage...
i walk back to cottage later and planning to sleep....
but.....
due to the nescafe "kau" when breakfast....
cant sleep.....
so playing mahjong with keh hau and yoke mun since tht the other go boating....
about 5pm....
me, chun hui and pui yee just walk aroung the fraser hill...
we successfully get to go the highest part of the fraser hill....
which is nearby the istana pahang....
a very good place to see the sunrise.....
but just too far and the road was dark....
after tht we just go to the clock tower ther to buy some 100plus of every1 since tht every1 include me was almost sick....
after having our dinner at 7
playing mahjong untill 1030
i just cant tahan and just go sleep....
me, chun hui, keh hau and cheng lim was just having pillow war....
sleep untill 5pm....
hear some1 snoring......
guess who lah.....
the FISH.....
ok...
i sleep back the second time...
this time....
chun hui snore....
i was shock to hear tht....
was actually weak at at 8am...
clean the kitchen and just boil the water for every1....
having the breakfast....
mahjong time again....
1130
start to keep our bag....
1230
after photo at the clock tower....
we all just going downhill and say bye bye to fraser hill....
when going down hill
no 1 vomit and thx to the van driver....
heading to rawang for our lunch...
back to school at 3.30
a fun and happy experience just end like this and every1 (i think lah) enjoy his trip....

Happy birthday....Shirley

2009-11-29T21:18:00.002+08:00

finally ur turn to birthday....

happy 18 birthday....

wish u happy always and smile always.....

THIS IS NOT THE FIRST TIME

2009-11-23T21:26:00.001+08:00

AGAIN,
my mom scared of this and tht,
planning to go to catch bugs at awana on 25/11
kheng aik and keh hau will drive
since tht taman negara trip cancel
ok lo.....
at first she say both kheng aik and keh hau a new driver,
call every1 to take bus.....
and then she say i didnt go and find work.....
eh....
i was planning to go for work at the book fair but due to the planed taman negara trip....
i didnt manage to go.....
second i already go for a work at KLCC pc fair,
third, i still need to go back to school for bio and chem folio
fourth,tuition, and fraser hill trip
1 month hve only 30 days
almost 15 days in school include tuition
plus 8 days weekend
3 days fraser hill
plus other hw
my time is almost full
she still say tht can go find a tuition tutors work which the time is flexible
i say i go next monday loh.....
she say tht if not leh.....
dont go fraser hill ah?
i say i hve already pay rm80
she say nvm
then i say dont go mah dont go loh.....
da bu liao the folio no need to do lah
so the awana i will sure go lah
no matter wad she say or no
work i will sure go and find also......
fraser hill sure will go no matter wad

Happy Birthday to me

2009-11-19T22:44:00.000+08:00

finally
1119
my birthday came....
haha
althought sick today
but still in a very good mood
and thx every1 who wish me happy birthday
thx
thx to every L6B
thx to
-timothy
-keh hau
-chun hui
-kheng aik
-hui yee
-shirley
-vivian
-yoke mun
-chern jung
-shi ning
-jowynia
-vi yuen
-hui en
-fei ching
-jun hong
-cheng lim
-pui yee
-zhiau mint
-ye yan
-pn wong SS
-sheah yee
-pei wen
-hur beng
-calvin tan
-adrian

-june
-zhen ting
-chee han
-kong weng
-zhao ying
-chun wai
-chin harn
-siu jeen
-shu ying
-cheng chun
-seng tzer
-wen jia
-lim kok hoe
-wei qin
-ming huei
-yee hang
-eng kee
-bryan lee
-wai lee

-aimee

-charlotte

-rebecca
(thx to every 1 and sorry if i mis out ur name in the list)

FUTSAL

2009-11-18T22:36:00.000+08:00

with the random people doing random thing again
going to futsal aka L6B sports day
and my first time driving to school during normal school day
a bit scared when drove to the stadium
5 include me in car
when coming back lagi scared
6 include me
first time sending so much of people
do not dare to drive fast
and the 1 who kena me scold when i was driving
pls lah
next time when people driving
pls dont teach people how to drive
summore havent get the license nor undang
getting quite fun today althought i am not good in sports
L6B-the random 1

THX L6B

2009-11-18T22:35:00.000+08:00

thank you,
to all the L6B aka L6R
thx for the birthday celebration,
thx

result update

2009-11-16T22:37:00.000+08:00

this time school result come out d.....
a bit happy about my PA and my math but sad for my english
every subject improve at least 1 marks except MUET
ok lah....
make a promise to myself
must get top 8 next term
purata now is 48 and my aim is 52 next term
and add on must win hui yee
this time i fullfill my promise tht i must get top 10
but still lose to hui yee by 1 place
nvm lah
and really sorry to jojo,sorry
i will surely gambateh next term
final aim--------------------------------------------------------keh hau

Exam update1

2009-11-02T22:19:00.000+08:00

feel a bit free today cos tomoro only hve math paper....
not tht i dont need to study....
is tht no mood to study d....
my PA paper....
i think i almost lost 15 marks at the pemahaman text
muet paper 4
question 1 answer nonsence
then for CHEM
DIE d.....
almost half the structur i blank it.....
its just not tht i dont know....
its just tht the question trick us with like no reaction or just some unit.....
tomoro math....
hope tht will pass
GAmbateh every1

EXAM

2009-10-25T23:19:00.000+08:00

sory for long not update.....
busying study for exam d....
althought i still hve time for facebook and movies...(HAHA)
must concentrate in the exam d.....
must not waste time....
Gambateh.....
waiting for all the planning after this exam....
i still hve 1 week free which is on the third and fourth week on december....
any1 wan to call me out...?
hehe

GAMBATEH!!!

2009-10-11T21:16:00.000+08:00

sorry for a long time lost(for not update my blog)
fanally finish all my jods in this week....
my free time start....
maybe will hve good mood d lah.....
exam will be coming in 3weeks
gambateh from now.....
maybe i should cut down all activities start from today....
so...
gambateh every1

Readd me...pls

2009-10-04T20:59:00.000+08:00

just by 2 weeks ago....
i dont know wad happen,
my fb acc. hve been disable.....
lost all my photo, friends contact,FFS,mafia war and++
redo a acc today,
all if can pls readd me....
pls.....

To WHOM and To WHO

2009-09-30T22:37:00.000+08:00

(u know who u r when u read this)
just by today morning,
u told me tht u r damn emo......
cos of friends,activities,family,school,and others......
when i heard tht,
i was just like a feeling of weird,
what i know about u since june,
u r not tht kind of ppl,
i dont mean tht u hve change
but u hve been make me feel tht u r strong enough to take challenge,
and can be very positive thinking,
as today,
i dont know what to say to u when u told me those think,
not to say tht u r wrong,
but u r not 100% correct
everyday comes a new life,
bad things may comes after good things,but it may be reverse,
what i can say is a choices is yours,
u make ur decision,
no 1 can make decision behalf on u
even ur parents,good friends,ur boss,or even teacher
hope tht u will hve a happy life after today,
everythings may go finr after today,
lets gambateh together

Sorry................

2009-09-29T20:47:00.000+08:00

SORRY......
to all L6B......
i cant help much in today dodgeball interclass game competition,
sorry......
can help our class to score much.....
hope tht tomoro the basketball game.....
we all can win the game and this friday telematch.....
gambateh to all L6B a.k.a L6R
althought cant help much in tomoro basketball(cos really noob in basketball)
but maybe will still saty after school to watch u all play lah.......
GAMBATEH....

Happy Birthday To YOU

2009-09-28T20:44:00.000+08:00

18 years old birthday.....
wish u happy always lah.....
smile always....
(sorry lah, i dont hve others of ur photo and i found tht i dont even take photo with u be4)
and congrate for winning the futsal game for our class.....
tomoro u sure must come and support us at the dodgeball game....
gambateh..... CHUN HUI.....

回忆

2009-09-24T16:40:00.000+08:00

最近不知怎么了，
一直在想念她，
我还不能忘了他，
不能把她放下，
我以为我能忘了她，
能放弃喜欢她；
可是，
我不能，
每当我回忆起中四，中五，
她那带给我的欢乐，
带给我的安慰。
我依然的喜欢她，
但又不了解她，
我还能为她做些什么，
为她付出什么。
因为她，
她改变了我，
她让我知道等待的滋味。
有时，我想哭，
但又哭不出来。
我依然喜欢她。

A Memorable weding dinner

2009-09-22T21:25:00.000+08:00

on sunday....

about 7pm...

my whole family went to The Mines Wonderland....

My AUNT weeeding dinner....

she has plan weeding dinner there....

A SUNSET CRUISE.....

this is the first time attending this type of weeding dinner....

damn romantic.....

Finally....

2009-09-19T14:17:00.000+08:00

finally....
1 week of holiday start....
but....
not a free holiday to me lah....
lots of things pending gor me to do....
school studies revision, PA kementrian(redo),primary school reunion party,my aunt weddingand others....
zhiau mint was asking me to go outing on thursday....
not too very sure tht am i free or not....
so not yet promise her yet....
hope tht i free but leh....
this month pocket money sudah diguna habis....
haiz......
still hve half month to go ....
how to survive????

Will he change???

2009-09-17T17:55:00.000+08:00

lately at school.....
or i can say in class....
most of them beh song him.....
i dont know y.....
some of them dont even talk to him tht often also find tht beh song him....
this tuesday....
some1 told him his problem and i really hope tht he will change....
but come to wednesday....
we went to makan dim sum.....
he follow us.....
i dont know who call him to follow or he just wan to join us.....
try to imagine....
there r already 13 ppl of us who r going to tuition or kind enought to fetch us there and join us(thx kheing aik and keh hau)
we hve only 2 MYvi tht day....
plus he is coming 14ppl....
tambah pula he is not part of our tuitionmate....
when we makan.....
not 1 even bother to choi him.....
In class....
his attitude didnt even change by 0.00000000001%
its the same.....
i think he know tht every1 beh song him.....
but the problem is tht he didnt even know wad he done wrong.....
this is just a advice to him lah....
hope tht he will change lah....

Y?

2009-09-11T20:42:00.001+08:00

just by few day ago....
i just just reading of some novel....
many of them(i think more than 10) ask me the same question...
"Boys read this type of books 1 meh???"
i just answer them.."y cant"
my chinese improve cos of novel since form 3
especially the 青春爱情小说
the sentence normally use is the beat compare to the others....
i dont read 科幻，鬼异....
feel tht all the story is abot the same....
no new idea(except 九把刀）
everytime go to bookfair....
i sure will hve all sort of 青春爱情小说。
so any1 who hve any good book to share....
pls share with me lah.....
i will also share back with mine collection....

恨！！

2009-09-11T20:25:00.000+08:00

at CHS for almost 6 years....
i hve nvm been so emo.....
sorry for "any1" who kena scold by me(or ignore by me...)
this few day...
i dont even hve the mood to write or even read others blog.....
just dont know y.....
i hate myself to be like tht....
at tht time....
i just feel like be song some1 and just keep ignore and show dark face to him....
but when i think of something tht Chun hui told me today....
its correct.....
althought u dont like him....
dont show him tht u hate him.....
he or she will be damn sad....
i think many of them should know who i said....
i dont wan to write out the name here to avoid any bad thing happen....
if he saw my blog.....
hope tht he will know tht he is the 1 i said....
hope tht he will know his problem....
hope tht every1 will accept him....
i feel sorry abot him.....
sorry for my emo this few day....

happy bthday CJ7

2009-09-05T13:10:00.000+08:00

happy 18 b'thday......

good lah u .....

can celebrate b'thday with pn see.......

haha/////

ok lah.....

18 years d.....

wish u more happy....

smile always.....

gambateh in everythings.......

Happy B'thday .....Dancing Queen

2009-09-02T18:07:00.000+08:00

happy birthday wo......

finally 18 liao......

dancing queen in the form 6

and the cute girl in L6B......

smile always.......

be happy go lucky......

A week of holiday=====sien

2009-08-25T19:10:00.000+08:00

wa lau eh.....
evry1 waiting for this holiday....
but i just feel sien.....
this is only the second day of the holiday....
i already feel like sien
i cannot amagine tht the school opening is on the next tuesday....
i more week to go.....
haiz.....
people waiting for holiday....
i waiting for school opening....
at for 2 days....
facebook,blog,on9 games,download songmovie,novel.....
this is all i do during the 2 days....
looking for school reopen...
back to L6B.....

singing k....

2009-08-23T18:39:00.000+08:00

sunday....
as i promise zhiau mint earlier....
will go out to sing k after exam.....
i fullfill my promise.....
but quite not so fun cos zhen ting not coming....(cos his sis graduate)
ok....
5 of us(chia feng,zhiau mint, me yee teng and rong hui)
we sing every type of song...
from love song,pop,r&B,.......
i almost lost my voice as we all just shout instead of singing....
the room is beside is damn damn loud(and when we r singing a sad song)
we feel like lost to them then we just chose a song and fight back.....
feel like release stress after the k....
after tht....
we just hve a walk at the sp....
i just buy a novel....
and zm go for the present for his sis and bro....
ok.....
and we all went back at 4pm....
thx for rong hui to send me back to mv.....
thx zm to release my stress....
thx chia feng....
thx yee teng.....
i was looking for the next time outing....
and to zm and claire....
i will nvr forget the taiwan trip 4 years later....

Batu Cave field trip....

2009-08-22T21:24:00.000+08:00

wau....
an unforgetful experiance....
climbing trought a very small rock+walking at very wet way+helping each other+beautiful scene+all sorts of leng lui in L6B and L6S(haha, just joking lah....)
wonderful trip.....
as some of them say....
a trip to stronghold our relationship....
quite true....
we help each other.....
5 of us(u know who u r) almost lost our ways.....
some1 almost 滑倒...
somebody who scared the 蟑螂.....
some1 who try to enter the small hole....
ya.....
we all start at 10am and come out at 2.30pm....
in 4.30hrs....
a very good experiance.....
thx every1......
thx pn see for bring us there(althought pn see is the person paling takut in the whole journey)
thx kien hong save 5 of us(without him we will definite lost)
thx the f4 for every single help....
thx to the crew inside the cave....
thx aimee and charlotte to help to take photo....
thx evry1......

my tai ko birthday

2009-08-10T18:20:00.000+08:00

sorry lah ....

this post really come a bit late lah....

cos i was not in kl yesterday,.....

went to somewhere.....

my brother....

edwin 18th birthday.....

wish him happy lah.....

and....

smile always....

will celebrate with him later lah.....

cos exam near....

anywhere.....

happy birthday.....

AH>>>>>>

2009-08-09T13:23:00.000+08:00

exam coming liao loh....
not study yet ah.....
most of the teacher say: u all sure will die in this time exam.....
haiz.......
just know open the book....
wan to study....
but just after 5 min ......
feel like damn sleepy liao loh......
and i still hve time to blog......
feel like really will die at this time exam.....
Chem - already die since the first week of form 6(nvm alive since form 4)....
Bio-remember now, forget after 5 min.////
math-know the concept but dont know wad to do....
PA- even dont know the syllibus
MUET-owing many hw...how to score in exam....
haiz......
not even 1 subject i confident 1.....
and i still busy with drama in school.....
die liao loh......
any1 can help me ah???/

Happy 18 birthday...

2009-08-03T19:03:00.001+08:00

the 3/8.....she turn 18 liao lo.....
my sister .....
the most left 1....
zhiau mint.....
wish her smile always....
happy always....
长大了，
要成熟一点，
祝：
生日快乐。

朋友的定义

2009-07-26T14:54:00.000+08:00

何谓朋友，
朋友的定义到底是什么，
朋友，
是利用的工具？
还是心灵的扶持？
朋友，
我们可以为了朋友放弃一切吗？
我们可以为了朋友而牺牲自我吗？
朋友，
陪伴我们，
陪伴每一个人。
朋友，
不应有敌意，
不应有嫉妒，
更不可有伤害。
朋友不等于知己，
也不代表信任。
朋友的存在，
真的那么多余吗？
为了利益，
为了一切，
朋友的定义，
就只有这些吗？
出外靠朋友，
这也不是利用吗？
难道朋友是要利用的吗？
我，
没有答案，
我也相信没有人可以给我答案。
但，
我知道，
我不是一个可以被利用的朋友，
可能我一无是处，
可能我一无所有，
但，
我知道，
我不会背叛朋友，
不会背叛所有利用我的人。

天使

2009-07-24T18:43:00.000+08:00

天使的降临，

人间的喜悦，

爱情，

得到了眷顾，

甜蜜的感觉，

年少的无知，

到底为了什么？

*****

爱情，

可以痛苦，可以快乐，

一切的一切，

时间，

才可以决定。

*****

等待，

等待天使，等待奇迹，

默默的，

无论天涯海角，

都愿意守候。

*****

宝贝，

简单的两个字，

我，

何时何刻，

才能如此的称呼你。

*****

痛苦，

概括一切，

考验人生，

在生活的路上，

是必经之路。

*****

天使的呵护，

友人的鼓励，

构成力量，

勇敢去爱，

勇敢的追求美好的爱情。

恿晟 2009年7月24日著

祝：所有渴望爱情和等待爱情者，寻找到自己的守护天使。

Nice movie, Nice day......

2009-07-23T21:55:00.000+08:00

THx all friends tht make today movie succesful....
wan watch movie for a long time but no 1 wan to accompany me.....
finally today can go watch Harry Potter...
quite a good movie....
thx to Hui yee, timothy,chun hui,suelong,keh hao,calvin,kong weng,kheing aik,and also chern jung.....
thanks......
actually.....
my form 6 life become interesting becos of u all.....
and gambateh to all tht involve in the drama......
thx u all for staying back everyday for almost 3 weeks...
thx to aimee and charlotte for helping.....

友情，
得来不易，
珍惜一切，
藏存永久。

another week....

2009-07-18T22:01:00.000+08:00

one week come.....
and one week past..........
really.........
time flies......
from last year spm to now.....
9 month past.....
from deciding where to study since january and now july where i study form 6.....
from i work as a temporaly teacher and now becoming student....
lost of memories.....
sad, happy, fun.....???
some1 ask me yesterday night....
how's form 6 life
fun? stress?sad?
i just told him.....
all of the above.....
fun becos of friends and activities....
stess cos of studies.....
sad cos of all the quarell in the school.........
haiz.....
bad mood when writhing this post....
really dont know wad happen to me this few day....
can just sit on the bed and do nothing and just keep thinking to all sort of stupid questionmmmm
hope tht will be better mood next week....
but i dont think so....
and to all L6 and u6 or even any1....
who r interested in watching harry potter next thursday.....
kindly told me at school or sms me.....
cos i need to book the ticket....
venue- i prefer MV.....

HAIZZZZZ

2009-07-16T21:52:00.000+08:00

damn tired this few weeks......
same as every1....
hw+AGM+installation+tuition+.....
damn it lah....
i almost stay after school almost everyday for 3weeks d....
tired now....
even when school time.....
i can even 发白日梦.....
haiz......
at school....
gossips.....
and all sort of the 争吵.....
just like some1.......
fortunate i didnt involve in it.....
but just listen to it....
i feel damn irritate.....
wad to say not free lah.....
got tuition lah.....
got AGM lah....
Got this....got tht lah.....
i paling tak suka listen to this....
if next time ur boss call u for meeting...
u all can say i wan go accompany wife lah....
wan go night class lah....
wan to here and there lah.....
see wad happen to ur job.....
i dont like the most....
last time when i was being a teacher in primary....
i can even call a standard 6 student who r going to participate in competition go back home for not coming to my training class and give me all sort of reason.....
i hve no power to voice out anything this time....
this post is not wan to 针对 any1.....
but just to release my voice.....
and i wan to say is.....
when some1 treat us like tht....
we shall not treat them tht.....
we should try our best so tht they will know our problem.....
not just treat them like wad they treat us.....
i know....
its tough......
i hope any1 tht say this post will understand me......
friends will always be friend when we all know each other well....
and not treat them wad they hve treat us......

朋友，
因为有缘，
所以才相聚。

朋友

2009-07-13T22:15:00.000+08:00

朋友，
记得在小六毕业时，
大家都说不会忘记对方，
但，
似乎大家都忘记自己的承诺，
那天，
在巴士站，
看到了一个小学朋友，
她，
已不认识我了，
算了。
那天，
去了s6 的 class party....
心想我们会忘记对方吗，
我希望不会。

new blog for L6B

2009-07-13T22:10:00.000+08:00

just by today...
i ask chern jung....
"wan to open a new blog for our class?"
CJ:ok lah....
back home at 6pm....
on my com....
wan to create a blog for our class.....
but....
when go to the page of blog URL....
damn it....
dont know wad name can i create......
at first....
i think of www.L6B.blogspot.com....
but....
after tht....
i ask myself....
how if next year we go U6B....
no.....
cant think of a good URL....
so ....
to all L6B 2009
pls...
help me to think of a URL and let me know at the comment or chatbox....
pls...
or u yourself can just open a blog.....
pls....
but i hope that the URL can be use for 2 years.....
thx.....

Class Party 5

2009-07-12T19:46:00.000+08:00

Finally .....long time await.....
class party 5.....
seriously....
thx to siew cen,xiao yen,and every single friends.....
i hve a very fun day.....
from mahjong, poker,ktv,chit chat.......
i really enjoy......
and this party has the most no. of person attend among the 5 class party....
(if i not mistaken , there are almost 30++)
meet back my old buddy-yun kok hoe
meet back my study gang-hur beng, ming huei,chin harn
meet back my antisocial gang-malat,kok hon, justin,hao yap,brian
meet back my idol wife-pei wen
meet back our dai lou-rojer
meet back our singer-dylan
meet back the 1 with hve the same name with me-alex
and others tht i didnt mention(cos too much)..........
4s6/5s6 2008/2009 gave me a lot of memory....
happy.....and even sad.....
planning first class party, planning for class-t,class trip,class mag.....
yesterday wacthing all past video and photo....
its just like the incident just like yesterday.....
miss s6.....
miss all s6ians
miss all my friends....
hope tht all s6 will always unite.....

时间可冲淡一切，
时间可带走记忆，
但，
时间也可让我们想念一切，
愿，
时间能让我们回忆过去。

Haiz.....

2009-07-10T21:15:00.000+08:00

Seriously.....
feel sick this few day......(not H1N1 lah)
no mood doing anything....include
study,hw,games,on9,and blogging......
tomoro still hve orientation and class party......
make me feel like ....haiz......
no energy d.......
wan to sleep........
but everynight, cant sleep ......
make me even more emo.....
really dont know wad happen to me.....
listen to nicholes teo song.......reading others blog......
the only way i dont feel bored and sien......
really dont know wad happen to me.....
can even scold people just some small staff.....
and i wan to say sorry to any1 tht i accidentally scold during school or outing.....
sorry....
i really in bad mood this few day.....
hope tht this will pass after today.....
hope tht tomoro wont kena so kesian by upper 6....
hope tht the school drama can be act perfectly.....
hope for everythings.......

人生的一切，莫过于等待，
只由等，才能得到一切，
等待愿望实现，等待奇迹出现，
为了等待，
不顾一切，
值得吗？
对我来说。。。。
就只有一个字
值。。。。。

爱一个人的痛苦

2009-07-06T17:09:00.000+08:00

为了爱一个人，
我愿意为她付出，
付出我所有的一切，
为了等待她，
我愿意放弃一切，
但，
我能吗？

两年了，
我还没有勇气，
去面对她，
我无法明白她在想什么，
甚至无法明白我在担心什么。

1800++天的故事，
让我明白爱情不是那么的简单，
爱情也不是那么单纯，
我不知她会否接受我，
我也不知何谓最佳时刻，
向她表明一切，
但，
总有一天，
我会踏出这一步。

世上最难决定的事，莫过于爱情与友情之间的选择

我爱的人，不是我的爱人

2009-07-04T11:13:00.000+08:00

爱一个人，尽可为他等1800++天，
我自认我做不到，
也不信。
我等了‘她’两年了，
都开始觉得快要失败，
要我等‘她’1800++天，不可能。
为了她，他尽可以付出那么多。。。
我难望他的背后，我自认失败，
我没那种勇气，
在她面前说‘我爱你’
也开始没勇气面对她，
我自认懦弱，无能。

爱情是伟大，也是愚昧，
爱情使人陶醉，也使人麻木，
谁不渴望爱情，也有谁不恨爱情。

我不信天长地久，也不信真心相爱，
爱情不能如此的低调，
爱情不能如此的欢乐

我愿意等下去，
直到有一天，
我真的累了，
我会放弃，放弃所有的一切。。。。

天依然的灰暗....地依然的污浊....人依然的在哭泣.....只好默默的等待奇迹......

惊魂未定

2009-06-28T11:12:00.000+08:00

it was early 4...if i not wrong...or maybe 4.30am...
when all sleep until mabuk....
some1 knock(i think is pukul....)my hse door.....

kanasai.......
wake all my family up.....
the person just shout (tolong, curi....tolong buka pintu)
damn scared.....
he just like 1 to hit the door until the door open......
fortunately the door hve 4 locks...(the old style door)
my granddad just on the alarm......
the man(i didnt daw him , but my granddad say it was like indonesian)
he just knock and knock the door (if i not wrong....the alarm start to rang for twice and until the hse beside start his car alarm only ran away....
my family all rush to the roof cos he is not 1 person....
there is a van across the road.....
estimated there r about 3-5peeps
we call the police at the starting.....
try to think......
the man ran away and after 5min the police only arrive.....
damn slow.....
even the police saw they cant find our hse(our hse is just beside the main road....)
police take report....
and do nothing......
suan.....
it was saturday morning.....
sunday my family dont dare to sleep at my hse anymore .....
all go to my new hse which has guard there.....
i think i will not be back to new hse for 1-2 month......
damn scared.....
but good experience....
next time(better no next time)
as least we know what to do.....
i think it has been more than 24hrs....
there r only 4 words in my mind....
tht is 惊魂未定/......

天依然的灰暗....地依然的污浊....人依然的在哭泣.....只好默默的等待奇迹......

Stress.......

2009-06-23T22:33:00.000+08:00

lately..... hw gaining......
really no mood to see all those hw after school....
cos of lazy.....
school going as usual....
nothing special....
tomorrow still hve bio chapter test.....
really cant study.....
study here....forgot after 5 min.....

miss s6 friends....
really dont know whether can go to the class gathering or not....
hope can.....
long time no see them d.....
dont know most of them how d.....
hope all of them happy.....

whishing all my friends gambateh......

天依然的灰暗....地依然的污浊....人依然的在哭泣.....只好默默的等待奇迹......

Feeling not Good......Emo...

2009-06-20T22:21:00.000+08:00

Almost 2 weeks didnt write blog.....
fell like not comfort......
my com kena virus for 2 weeks.....
take to reformat....
lost all my song and photo and movie.....
damn sad......
some photo i even didnt hve any soft/hard copy......
sad......
dont know where can i get them back.......

school.....
hw is still a lot.....
+ a bit lazy.......
+cant sleep well almost everyday night......
+need to help my sis to prepare for her exam.....
+exam will be coming in i think in a month.....
dont know i can still survive untill tht time.....

quarell with my mom at home.....
just for a little bit of things can make us quarrel a day.....
just like food
i hve been quarrel with her for 2 days....
sad......
who can teach me how to do......
who can help me....

天依然的灰暗.... 地依然的污浊.... 人依然的在哭泣..... 只好默默的等待奇迹......

happy birthday.....PEI WEN

2009-05-31T20:27:00.000+08:00

happy birtyhday lah.....
really almost forgot your birthday is today but.....
fortunately see your blog then remember......
heard tht u cant come back this week....
a bit sad,.....
cos thinking of celebrate birthday with u ......
but nvm lah......
u say maybe u will be back next weeks....
we will bu hui wan.....
haha.....
but anywhere.....
turn 18 liao lah.......
hope tht u will happy always .....
healthy always......

无论我们如何，地球依然在自转，不会因此而停止

为何一切都那么不顺利

2009-05-27T20:46:00.000+08:00

lately , i get an equation.......

hw+tuition+assignment+activities=life
and life=stress
so........
a=b ; b=c
so.......
a=c
haha.........
just too boring.........
nothing to do......
and damn sien to do all the hw.......
all going not well this week.......
hw.......still a lot.....
activities........although not many......
tuition ......all start this weeks......
life......damn boring
but......
good lah.....next 2 weeks is a holidays......
can go out ktv d.......
so do call me when u free.......
haha......

无论我们如何，地球依然在自转，不会因此而停止

FORM 6 LIFE......

2009-05-23T22:05:00.000+08:00

After 2 weeks of form 6 life......
damn fan lah.......
hw, tuition, syllibus........
damn sad lah....

now......
tambah lagi sick d........
flu come.....
really cant concentrate on my hw.....
still hve 20 math Q hvent dont.......

damn sad.....

tambah lagi.....
many hw still cannot solve.....
feel tired cos hve eat some medicine.......
hope tht will recover soon.......

无论我们如何，地球依然在自转，不会因此而停止

笨的可以

2009-05-09T16:30:00.000+08:00

Lately......
i was listen to a song.....
damn nice......

无论我们如何，地球依然在自转，不会因此而停止

New life

2009-05-09T16:19:00.000+08:00

Leaving high school for almost half a year ........
knowing tht the sports day is on friday,.....
damn sad lah......
cant go back and give blue team support......
when i know the result from miss teoh......
blue team lost marching, khemah,and overall......
damn sad lah.....
this is the third year blue team get last.......

haiz......
damn emo d........
hope tht next year will get better lah......

will be going back school nex monday to start my new life.....
same school, same environment,same friends.......
but.......
new life.........
damn worry about it........

无论我们如何，地球依然在自转，不会因此而停止

1st TIME BLOG

2009-05-08T12:31:00.000+08:00

After being rush by ye yan ..........
finally having a blog........

ATTN:to ye yan........
i hve fullfill your 要求

1st time blogging ..........
really dont know wad to post........
haiz.........

school will reopen next week......
dont know stil got time to blog or not.......
but promise lah......
will blog as least once a week exclude exam weeks......

无论我们如何，地球依然在自转，不会因此而停止

为爱牺牲，为爱而伤

new blog opened

AFTER A LONG TIME

离开你的爱 by 郭静

为爱牺牲，为爱而伤

我真的不明白！！！

选择了放弃，也选择了自我

Happy Birthday ....Keh Hau a.k.a.gong gong

喜欢一个人的心情

我终于得到我要的答案了！！！

我还是我吗？

I REALLY FAIL

I MADE IT....BUT I FAIL....

过去，现在，未来...

最近...为了她

人，原来是那么的脆弱

Hope....

Finally FREE

I Fail......

NEW DAY....NEW YEAR.....WELCOME 2010

I'M BACK....

Happy birthday....Shirley

THIS IS NOT THE FIRST TIME

Happy Birthday to me

FUTSAL

THX L6B

result update

Exam update1

EXAM

GAMBATEH!!!

Readd me...pls

To WHOM and To WHO

Sorry................

Happy Birthday To YOU

回忆

A Memorable weding dinner

Finally....

Will he change???

Y?

恨！！

happy bthday CJ7

Happy B'thday .....Dancing Queen

A week of holiday=====sien

singing k....

Batu Cave field trip....

my tai ko birthday

AH>>>>>>

Happy 18 birthday...

朋友的定义

天使

Nice movie, Nice day......

another week....

HAIZZZZZ

朋友

new blog for L6B

Class Party 5

Haiz.....

爱一个人的痛苦

我爱的人，不是我的爱人

惊魂未定

Stress.......

Feeling not Good......Emo...

happy birthday.....PEI WEN

为何一切都那么不顺利

FORM 6 LIFE......

笨的可以

New life

1st TIME BLOG